shade of my childhood

like germs of cancer,
insects r wanderd in some one;
who nieghter want to live,
n do’nt be alive to related person.
what is my fault,
only love mere love,
only my devotion,
only my sincierity,
only my affection,
for which panelty,i m bearing still now.
whole guy r as monkey n
i m proved as a cow.
i imagined dt my garden
would be full up with smiling flowers;
in many coulors n many fragrance.
i m in dream oh! still now,
n decieving by beloved still now.
my tolerance has punishment for mine,
like swimming in poisened wine.
i have lost my decided goal,
mash in me north n south pole.
no ! i should’nt want from anyone,
i should’nt expected from anyone.
ah! i want to live alone at my site,
u all go away from my eye sight.
i have believed you,
you have decieved me.
i have loved you,
you have haterd me.
O !shade of my childhood !
what may i expect from you,
what may i want from you.
i want only my mentel peace,
so be alone  n alone please.
live me in prayer with God ,
coz tired having many load.
n God is with forever you,
he will always care you.
what do God want,
only he is known.
what is in your future,
only he is known.
o !my soft dream of childhood,
i love u still my livelihood.
but i’m tired too ‘n tied,
‘n have be tearing eyed.
why as curse , being a mother,
even though o God take me care.
i’m frightend in this world ,
am i depressed or blessed ?
now i can’nt also die ,
coz of my lovely childhood.
excuse me please excuse me,
take care my dreams of my childhood.

i m as a cursed soul;
may GOD bless you all.

23dec.2015     3.30 p.m.

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tere mere beech me

ab tere mere sur nahi sajte;
kyonki ab hum kabhi nahi milte.
tu paigaam bhi bheje,
mujhe nahi milate.
main aawaz bhi don tujhe,
log sunne nahi dete.
suna tha bahut vaqt ka asar;
ab dekh liya maine  bhi tune bhi.
doob gaye ashqon ke dariya me,
saare vaade tere bhi mere  bhi.
yaadon ka kya vaadon ka kya,
dil bahlaaya khoob tune bhi mene bhi.
jaate huye jo de gaya sahara tu,
kahaan he nishaan dhoondhe mene bhi tune  bhi.
malhum bhi nahi he is baar vaqt bhi sau baar lagaaya tune bhi mene bhi.
yaar hazaar jo tere the,
badal gayi ab seerat bhi soorat bhi.
tanha tanha dagar apni ab,
bana liya use humdard bhi qoovat bhi.
parva na karna O door jaane waale, kitaab jindagi ki di khoob tune bhi.
saaj he aawaz nahi fir  bhi,
bajate he tan me bhi man bhi.
saara jahaan badlaa to hawa bhi badal gayi,
nahi badala vo silsila mera bhi tera bhi.
faasale laakh darmiyan ho fir bhi,
fir bhi vohi baat maujun he mere bhi tere bhi.

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day n night

i love day n night both;
i wana to see rising n seting.
night says me to sleep,
bt i want to see her beauty ,
who ‘s hidden in its darkness,
like black diomond’s lighting.
its own silence as untold  story,
  in    which i feel a song silent,
dt song i wanna to sing with her,
at dis midnight so coolness,
so sincere so purest n melodious.
as my soul wanna to absorb all dt,              bt night say to  sleep n sweet dreams.
oh !!night had won n i’blow its stteam.
now early in d morning l’m waking,
now d day where will he come ,
now i can be able to see sun rise.
dt make me to play all wordly game n show me his mazical frame.
day will say me to wake n work
coz he will has to go at last.
n i will say to stop ñow just,
i have to see his artical working,
no more den rush n hurrying .
bt he gives some imágination,
to máke my song fertilzation.
so much ĺong a day why do he hurry up,
so i enjoy àll action in his white ĺight up.
see him raising up as red ball
changing it white shinig round,
then like a big red baĺl who
is symbol of a true selfihless love.
in dis way passing d day
for ćominğ to anjel ñight
n again coming of raising light.
whole day n night memorable
come every day new lesson rememberable.
17.12.2015 6.00a.m.

Odd to d ocian’s depth

do thou hear any voice;
broken guitar’s noise.
farness between thou n mee;
make a song sing by thee.
take a shape as làndscape,
emptyness on its face.
alone n mournig way,
come with me n go away.
coz dis world would be jealous;
seeing me life alone with happious.
sure mee God is that,
give power to live in zigzag.
care every one he have made;
avoid them from wordly rage.
who is mee who is thou;
that is fact no  one it know.
do’nt be depressed O !!my heart;
lonelyness is true who no hurt.
waves of seashore return áfter coming;
sorrow n joyness with time  as it passing.
love is love as a pearl,
as truth is truth;
as universal immortal,
has its ocean’s depth.

15nov.2015 4.15p.m.

tabssum

her chehre pe tabssum tabssum;
baagon me chide tarnnum tarnnum.
hawaaon me sabaaon me,
aati rahein sadaayen khusnam
mohabbat ka yahi to he falshafaa;
dil me he dard auron ke lab muskaan hardam.
ban jaa mahboob usika jo bedam;
de shaana sahare ko purnam.
ashq aankho ke ban jaayenge moti;
sajaa le auron ki nigahon me ummidon ke sargum.
fir dekh duniya ki fizaaon ko ki,
hansti he her fool pe shabanum.
yahi tabssum banenge tarnnum ,
tere dil ke saaj ka ki ban ja sabka sanam.
yahi raaj jaan lega tu jis din,
sab labon pe honge tere tabssum.
nahi akela tu na tanhaai ka naam;
tu sabka sab honge tere hukadum.

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to all bloggers n my followers

welcome n thanks,
o !!all my friends of my life’s  zone.
ur blessings,ur good wishings,
have given me ur feelings in life alone.
u know dt one of us d bepervaah
is returning our blog’s cone.
thanks more thanks u all guy,
u r winner n able to achieve crown.
dis is humanity coz of u,
all depression r thrown.

thank god.

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to all bloggers n my followers

welcome n thanks,
o !!all my friends of my life”zone.
ur blessings,ur good wishings,
have given me ur feelings in life alone.
u know dt one of us d bepervaah
is returning our blog’s cone.
thanks more thanks u all guy,
u r winner n able to achieve crown.
dis is humanity coz of u,
all depression r thrown.

thank god.

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